My name is Jay. I have been Ironicspoon since 2016. I used to write a lot of different kinds of fanfiction but now I am cursed to write Onri and Yudae everyday or else I might just die. 

Every project on here is a fic or WIP. It includes cut scenes, writing processes, outlines, etc. I wanted a better way to document my writing considering my output is often 10k words/day.  And also I’m autistic so I thought it’d be fun :3

Here is brown noise. It’s the only thing I listen to when I write. Now you can pretend to be me.



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Sion has developed a habit of buying himself two items instead of one. Riku is benefiting from this habit. But the fucking couples necklace is going to kill him.

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guy.exe (WIP)When Riku is twenty, he kind-of-accidentally falls into a d/s friends with benefits with his best friend whom he is hopelessly in love with. He just didn’t think they’d still be doing it seven years later.

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no bark all biteIn which Daeyoung learns what it really means to be an alpha and Yushi gets what he wants, obviously.  (Omgaverse pt 10)

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like something out of a dreamSion has insomnia and Riku, of course, is the only remedy he has.

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in tandemIn which Sion and Riku get married in December and Yushi wonders, not for the first time, if he and Daeyoung should have a wedding of their own.

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falling into formationIn which Ryo presents as an omega on the eve he turns eighteen, Sion is famously not good at dealing with things, and Riku is just trying his fucking best to keep his family together. (Omegaverse pt 9)

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hit the topline!Tokuno Yushi works at a noraebang with his puppy-like coworker who has this vague obsession with him and he, like, doesn't even care. Because Yushi does not have a crush. Not even a little bit.

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by the skin of your teethDejun; the outlaw. Guanheng; the bartender. Thirteen years between them. All the times Guanheng cares for him and the one time Dejun takes care of him right back.

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on tapemarried lesbian camgirl onri: the fic

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at the end of the lineKun is pretty certain that one of the new NCT members has a crush on him.

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something like euphoriaonri t4t:  the fic

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breaking point (WIP)Maeda Riku is many things but brave is not one of them. He is twenty-three years old when he goes back home to California. (Tennisverse pt 2)


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returning to baseline Riku is back and everything is fine. He's a little mad that their entire fanbase seemingly wants to see his alpha shirtless but really, he's fine. He doesn't even care. Really. (Omegaverse pt  8)

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sharing is caring!In which Sion's boyfriend has an exhibition kink, and his best friend sometimes stares at his dick, and there's only so much he can do to dissuade either of them.

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hitting the ground runningTen Lee may be an omega, but that doesn’t mean he needs an alpha in order to be happy.

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learning curveSion, the new leader of NCT's new unit, has a lot on his plate. But being ordered to share cycles with his bandmate who can't even look him in the eyes is something entirely different.  (Omegaverse pt 7)

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a culmination of love, diapers, and many other tender thingsSion is thirty-six years old. A farmer, a husband, a dad. The gig's not so bad.

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keeping score5 times Mingyu wanted to call Wonwoo his and the 1 time Wonwoo did it for him.  (Streamerverse pt 4)

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next levelThere is, perhaps, a desire in Yushi for his alpha boyfriend to take the reins. To do more than kissing and cuddling. His alpha hasn't seemed to realize this. In fact, it doesn't seem like he wants to do anything at all.  (Omegaverse pt 6)

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cleanupRiku's dream of Wish visiting an onsen together comes true. Among many other things.

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good game!Riku may or may not have a thing for his loser boyfriend. Sion is certainly not complaining about it.


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there were two beds, actuallySion and Riku are on opposite sides of Japan. Sion has no qualms about telling the world just how much he misses his "roommate." Riku may have a few feelings about that.  (Omegaverse pt 5)

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set to bloomSion is 32, a monster in Korean major-league baseball, and is perfectly fine with being single. All he needs is his friends, his job, and his morning coffee. Or, at least, that's what he thinks.

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matchpointMingyu's guide on how to fall in love with your life, in the right-wrong way.  (Streamerverse  pt 3)

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speed dialIn which Riku decides on being a brat, and Sion decides on taming him.

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distance makes the heart grow fonderSion and Riku have been online best friends for six years, dating for two. All it takes is years of yearning and a bad birthday party to get them to meet. And so they do. And so it is everything they've ever wanted.

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when in mokpoIn which Sion films a vlog, visits his hometown, and learns how to best take care of Riku. Again, not necessarily in that order.  (Omegaverse pt 4)

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on and on (and on and on)Yushi is perfectly fine with being Wish's beta, thank you very much. He could tell you that he's glad he doesn't have to deal with the same disgusting hormones his hyungs do, and he's had enough of their bullshit as it is.  (Omegaverse pt 3)
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evening the scoreMaeda Riku is twenty-one years old when his world ends. Ranked #39 male tennis player in the world with an Olympic silver medal, he tears his ACL during a game, and vows to never play again.  (Tennisverse pt 1)

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for youMingyu has a bad day.  Wonwoo fixes it.  (Film schoolverse pt 4)

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keeping tempoIn which Sion has a revelation or two. (Omegaverse pt 2)


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let’s go steady!In which Sion finds, pines after, and gets together with the omega of his dreams. Just... um. Not exactly in that order.  (Omegaverse pt 1)

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in technicolorWonwoo makes a promise. He breaks it. Mingyu acts accordingly.  (Film schoolverse pt 3)


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love talkExhausted insomniac Uni student Ten needs his boyfriend to lend a hand. Kun does a little more than that.

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and the pain wasn’t pointless (i became me)growing pains, aching for what you'll never have, and lesbian yearning: the fic


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with you! always with you!exhausted grad student wonwoo and his possessive undergrad boyfriend mingyu. and they're both trans!

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in one takeHe hasn’t thought of that before, being told what to do. But…  Um. Yeah. That does things to him too. Definitely.  (Film schoolverse pt 2)

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like they do in the moviesThey have the apartment to themselves, for once, which Mingyu assumes will lead to hot, steamy sex. But Wonwoo is a film student to his core.  (Film schoolverse pt 1)

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can i get “i told you so” in the chat?Jeon Wonwoo is a Twitch streamer with 8 million followers. He's resigned himself to a life of singledom  and only his next sponsored stream.  (Streamerverse pt 1)

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xiaodery college au (abandoned)Guanheng has been pining after his best friend since freshman year. It’s fine.

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onri bakery au pt 2 (abandoned)Riku’s POV of meeting, falling in love with, and locking down baseball player Oh Sion.

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minwon fandom au (abandoned)Wonwoo is a fic writer with a crush on an online friend, ‘Gyuie.”

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minwon bl actor au (abandoned)Wonwoo gets casted in a BL and his co-star is Kim Mingyu. Who he does not have a crush on.

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kuntenyang canon comp mommy kink (abandoned)In which Yangyang has noticed that his Kun ge has become a bit of... a MILF.

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kunten canon comp au (abandoned)Kun and Ten reunite at SMTOWN Mexico.


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Updated 24.10.31